The second lockdown

Lockdown for the second time today, my birthday, so apart from not being able to go out for a meal it’s not bothering me much. Depression is a great park of it and having an idiot neighbour whose started being verbal again doesn’t help. My anti depressant has been put up on dosage.

I believe we will never get back to our normal and will have to lear to live with a new normal. Even though I do go out because I have to I don’t like going out anywhere now. I get stressed out too quickly particularly when there are crowds.

Why does life have to be so hard?